Sooooo, I quit the gym I was at. I wasn't commited enough to go there on a regular basis. I know the talks I had with people I know it was important and I know it would be a good example for Tyler for me to go but I felt so guilty going for the cost and not being with Tyler. My calling at church keeps me busy enough right now and when I would go to the gym I felt like I was dragging myself away from Tyler.
I have also been sick more this month than I have since my tumor. It started out with strep throat and then I had a bad tooth pulled. The meds didn't work the first round from my tooth so I got a new prescription. Then as a result of being on antibiotics for about a month, I have been fighting the effects of taking those pills. It has NOT been fun. I got a call today from Superwoman and she asked me if I needed a blessing and of course the tears came falling. Superman and my home teacher came out and gave me a blessing. Now that I have drank 64 ounces of cranberry juice. Taken my pills for my tooth (tomorrow is my last day!) and took tylenol and another pill for pain I feel like I am going to pass out. I HATE being on drugs.
3 comments:
Sorry to hear you've been sick lately, I got strep now too! Yuck. Maybe in the future will be a better time for working out. I hear ya, I wanted to work out more too but school/life gets in the way.
Don't feel guilty about the gym. It is a waste of money if you don't want to be there and you'd rather be with Tyler. And I'm sorry you've been sick!!
Taking care of children is one of of our most important callings in life. If you felt like you weren't spending enough time with him, then your internal instincts are probably right. I know that I didn't really recognize that when I was working, so it's good that you can. You don't need a gym to work out anyways. You could always just go on a walk with Tyler... Just listen to that quiet voice and you will know what is right.
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