My brothers

I don't know if you know this, so I will tell you. I have the coolest brothers in the whole world. I am so lucky that I ended up being older than my brothers, because then they would be able to pick on me more than they already do.
Louie is the best dad to his two beautiful girls. He lives in Arizona and I miss him all the time. We are not as close as I wish we could be but life happens. He still amazes me with the things he has overcome in his life. Don't mess with him, he will get you back. Matt and I have the best jokes between us that nobody else appreciates as much as we do. I laugh so much with him and have had alot of good times with him. He is an awesome uncle and he will make a great dad some day.
Chris, aka Bub, is not a teenager anymore. He is wise beyond his years and never ceases to amaze me with the things that he has dealt with. Chris turned 20 on Sunday and I remember when he first came to live with us. I loved his line "Ya'll are not my friends!" what a funny boy.
All I know is that I am very proud of my brothers and who they have become.

Pictures

There are alot of pictures that have been taken with our camera and most of them have been of Tyler. The pictures of me just disgust me and gross me out. I can't believe how ugly I look to myself. I know that there are parts of me that I like, my hair, my eyes, my hands. I see the fat in my face and on my body makes me want to delete all the pictures I have. This is one I like.

Tyler and I made Karl a birthday cake. It was Tyler's first real experience cooking with momma. He was so weirded out that I took the gate down and brought a chair in the kitchen, and THEN asked him to come in and help me. He was so worried he would get in trouble that he didn't want to even stand up on the chair. In the end the cake turned out GREAT. I was so proud of our work on the cake and Karl loved it. Happy Birthday Karl.